|
[02 Oct 2004|04:28am] |
God it's early. The baby woke me up crying, I finally got him back to sleep. Now usually when we wakes up at four in the morning I fall back to sleep no problem. Today was different, he woke up, I got him back to sleep and now I'm wide awake. I actually just sat there and watched him sleep for a bit. Hard to believe something so angelic looking can be such a damn handful. ;-)
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) 0necall, I feel the same way honey. Of course, I can't put them into the same ways you do, but every day I see you with our son and I thank the person who brought us together.
I'll spare all of you that sap though. D is on vacation this week, his mom and brother are coming down this weekend. Maybe that's why I can't sleep. We haven't had any visitors and it's just hard to think of what will happen with more than the three of us being under one roof. I'm going to cook a big dinner today, it should be fun.
Have a nice weekend all.
|
|
| Oh I know this bitch didn't just challenge me.. |
[27 Sep 2004|02:09pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 peaceful |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
"South Side"-Lloyd and Ashanti |
] |
..rap battle? Yo, I'd kick it like that Asian dude in Smilez and South Star. thinker_belle aka, the female brunette Eminem, I know you don't want none of this. ;) And that goes for Willie too. We need more bisexual rappers up in here, haha.
I haven't updated, I apologize. Neither has D, but D is on his crazy work eight hour shifts, come home and sleep, go back to work, come home and sleep, go back to work again and keep repeating this until one day he just passes out with Nick in his arms and tells me he's stressed. Last night after we took the baby to the park, we ate some dinner and he fell asleep on the couch and slept for a good thirteen hours. He's working right now but he's off for a few days after that so it'll be nice having him around.
I already have a big, romantic dinner planned on Thursday. I even got a baby sitter to watch Nick. She's a co-worker's daughter, she's twenty four years old and she's a nanny for another couple that lives not too far from us. She not only has a good work reference but she's great with kids, Nick loves her already. Then again Nick will love any one who feeds him and plays with him.
And speaking of the baby, my boobs are still huge. The perks to pregnancy, big boobs. Of course, now they're starting to deflate. I'm trying to loose the baby weight, it definetly ain't easy. I don't know those stars do it, Sarah Jessica especially. Skinny bitch, lol.
Hurricane weather sucks.
Rain sucks.
Wind sucks. That's it. :)
|
|
|
[27 Jul 2004|07:08pm] |
Our move to Atlanta was very succesful. My mom wasn't too happy about me just packing up and moving away..and so far but it was something I had to do. I want to start a new life with my new family. I am completely determined to have a life, have a happy relationship which will eventually turn into a happy marriage, have a happy baby and have a good career at the same time.
Speaking of careers, I start that job next Monday. I'm nervous only because I want to appear pretty and calm and smart and kinda sassy all at the same time. And believe me that's not easy. I must go SHOPPING! But I don't know any thing about Atlanta besides that it's gorgeous down here and a little hot.
I miss my mom. But I'll be alright. My baby needs me. :)
|
|
| Guess who's back |
[15 Jul 2004|02:22pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 accomplished |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Fallin for you by Bling Dynasty |
] |
Back again? HI. We got our internet connection up and running. I'm happy.
So a little update. I had a boy. Nicholas Louis. He was born almost two months premature, he was very tiny but baby's doing fine. Crying all the time, but he's doing fine. I'm doing good too, had a little bit of a scare there for a minute, but I'm a strong girl I bounced back.
D and I are good. We had a little issue there for a minute, but we sought help. We still have some problems to work out, but who doesn't. He proposed me last night on our two year anniversery and I said yes. I'M GETTING MARRIED. :cheese:
We're moving from Philly to Atlanta sometime later this month. D got a really good construction job down there, and I got a desk job working for some company that pays good money. Better than waitressing at a pizza shop, that's fo so.
Well that's it for now.
|
|
|
[19 Jun 2004|09:09pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 depressed |
] |
Let's not pretend that things are "all good" when we both know they aren't. I haven't been really updating much cause my personal life has hit a really bad snag. And it hurts.
|
|
|
[04 Jun 2004|12:11am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
thankful |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Leno |
] |
I spent most of the day decorating the nursery. Well..not me decorating it, but D and his friends decorating it. I just sat there sipping on a lemonaide making sure those crazy bastards didn't do anything to ruin it. All they did was paint but the room looks fab and that's all I wanted.
My mom is coming down soon. I'm excited. She wants to stay in a hotel. I would rather her stay here. We'll see.
|
|
| Eh. |
[01 Jun 2004|11:26am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 sick |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Naughty Girl by Beyonce |
] |
I really have nothing to say.
Nothing.
The baby is doing really well.
They tried to tell me what sex the baby was.
I started screaming.
D got a new job that's he's happy with.
I have two more weeks of work before I get on maternity leave.
I'm happy.
|
|
| Weeee. |
[25 May 2004|11:49am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 nervous |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Hey Mama by Black Eyed Peas |
] |
I got a doctor's appointment today. I'm sure they're gonna try to tell me the sex, and I'm gonna try really hard to say no.
Ah ha, likebutta's song is on. If only it was "hey lil mama" ha ha. And on a random note, I hate that girl in the group, does she annoy any one else?
|
|
| Philly where I am from! (really I'm from there) |
[23 May 2004|08:40pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
grateful |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Hot like fire by Aaliyah |
] |
So the Philly trip was anything but a mess. It was fun, even if I did sleep and pee through most of it, lol. I got a lot of great stuff for the baby. My grandma gave me the best present out of everyone, not only did she buy me this really big cushioned rocking chair for the baby's room, but she gave me a thousand dollars for the baby's future college fund. Not to mention she bought me a necklace with a charm that says "#1 mom" on it, I thought that I was gonna cry when I saw it.
I wish 0necall was home. But he got called into work (he was supposed to be off) so he could trade in his day tommorrow and spend the whole day with me. Isn't he just a sweety? ;-) So I spent most of the day with my girls, took a really long nap when I got home and now it's back to work as usual. I want to start painting the baby's room but since we don't know what sex the baby is (and don't wanna know) we settled on this really pretty off white/egg shell and we might sponge it a little. And we have this pretty border that looks like starry sky, to match the stars on the ceiling that Terry bought. I'm excited, I haven't really done any decorating, and I can't wait until my mama comes down in two weeks with her Uhaul with all my big stuff so I can start getting down to business.
Thanks to my family and my friends for coming down, and supporting me during this whole process. It hasn't been busy, and I know it won't be easy but I love y'all any way for just being there for me. You know who you are. :-*
And thanks to the hot girls for making the trip with me, y'all are the real reason I'm still sane, and the real reason I'm doing all this. In all honesty I wasn't sure if I was gonna keep the baby or give it up for adoption because well..neither D or I have the best jobs, but my girls have been so supportive with the gifts, the support, the love..they just made me believe that even if in the middle of the night when the baby is cryin' I can call one of them and they'll listen to me whine about it. I love you girls I really do.
Damn I'm getting emotional again, better go.
|
|
| Lyke, omg |
[20 May 2004|12:35pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 grumpy |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
One man by Tank |
] |
I hate my boyfriend's sister sometime. I feel bad for her really, she's sixteen and she doesn't know any better. So she wants to go to the mall and 0necall is busy cause he had that interview in the morning and then he had to go to work right after, so me being the nice girl I am decided to take her. I don't drive, she doesn't drive, so we ended up busing it. Public transportation really is my best friend.
So any way, we get there and she spots her friends. Not only did she completely ditch me, but she made me feel bad when I went to get something to eat and didn't "wait for her." Good thing I had my cell phone with me and she called to see where I was, else I would have left her ass there by herself.
Now I'm aggrivated and no one is here to talk to except the cat, and she's not a very good person to talk to about stuff like that.
Blah.
|
|
| Super size it |
[17 May 2004|03:33pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
annoyed |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Soaps!!!! I love the soaps!!!!!!! |
] |
Oh man. I went to the store earlier today with my mom for groceries. We were going down the cereal aisle because I had a major craving for some frosted flakes, did you guys know that due to a bunch of stupid people complaining about frosted flakes being too sugary for their kids they made frosted flakes with 1/3 less sugar?
Really people, it's like the over weight guy suing McDonald's because he got fat. If you don't want your kids to be all hyped up on sugar and have all sorts of cavities, DON'T GIVE THEM FROSTED FLAKES, let those of us who want that extra sweetness go and by your kids some damn Cheerios or Corn Flakes or something.
The end. :-)
|
|
| Four more days |
[17 May 2004|12:32pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 hungry |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Dirt off your shoulders by Jay Z |
] |
The Philly countdown has begun people. It is about to be on. Bring on the presents, bring on the food, bring on the korean ladies in hats telling me how much I'm "glowing." Little do they know it's not a glow, it's just gas. Hopefully 0necall won't miss me too much while I'm gone. And hopefully everything will be in one piece when I get back.
And just a little fyi for any other pregnant girl out there, peanut butter and mayo makes a pretty fabulous sandwhich.
|
|
| Don't mess with a sleeping pregnant woman |
[15 May 2004|10:11am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 groggy |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Happy People by R Kelly |
] |
Why do people insist on calling on 8:30 in the morning when I don't have to work? People, PEOPLE. You never wake up a cranky pregnant woman when she's trying to sleep. I guess that Thomas from MCI had to learn that the hard way.
Gwenyth Paltrow had her baby already. What was the she only pregnant for like, three months? Feels like it, some bitches have all the luck. And did you guys see the name? Apple Blythe Alison Martin, who the in hell names the baby Apple? Makes me wanna take a bite out of it.
|
|
| Suck it |
[14 May 2004|08:55pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 sore |
] |
| [ |
music |
| |
Frasier on tv |
] |
Being pregnant really sucks. Being pregnant at work really sucks. Being pregnant at work and having to stand for more than an hour really sucks.
You know, with my job you'd think pregnancy would be easy. I'm a waitress at a pizza shop, right now they have me as a hostess because my ass is so big right now I might knock over a few bus boys and they'll knock over some waitresses and it'll cause a damn train reaction when I bend over to put something down. The smell of cheese and grease is making me sick. But the pepperoni is the shit. I just ate too much of it now my big ass has heart burn.
I sent D out to get me some tums. And another stick of pepperoni.
...plus, he better rub my feet when he gets home. That's all. :)
|
|
| I hate short people |
[14 May 2004|11:18am] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 blank |
] |
Alright bitch I created a livejournal and now you can stop bothering me about doing so. And first post because my name is Kaya and I have nothing better to say.
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
|
|
|
|
